Thanks god me oredy finish my studies 8 poli kk...
I really hope so...kuikuikui... Well...i'm gonna miss my friends.. especially my BFF...hehehehhe..Dunno when i'm gonna see them again..maybe gonna meet, but maybe for a long term when we oredy have kids..i guess...hahahaha! juz kidding..
After tiz, i dunno wat to do next.. i oredy have plan but it seems have to change it now...since my sista at Kuching,Sarawak now because of bone cancer... As da eldest, i have to take care of her maybe until she's better or maybe i got to go school again... but i really concern about my parents coz have to take care of my sista, not only tat...have to sacrifice their money to her to make sure she's very comfortable 8 there...eventhough they are so busy doin their job especially my dad... thanks to my dad, coz of his responsibility n his hardworking to our family... and to my mum, she's a strong mother i've ever seen my whole life eventhough she's always feel down n flows in tears everytime we talk about my sista... u know wat she said to me?... she said like tiz.. "why the God choose Nurul? Why don't the God let me get tat cancer? I'm da one who deserve it not her... she's too young to get through it..she's juz about to see n learn da real world..." Well, me was spechless when my mum said like tat.. my mouth can't talk but my eyes oredy full of tears...
And my sista.... she's a brave n strong gurl... We have a little conversation when i'm pay a visit to see her... She was very happy to see me to take care of her.. we've talk a lot since we've not seen each other for a long time... the doctor said tat maybe her arm have to cut for her own good and safety.. I ask my sista about tat..she's said she dun want da doctor to cut her arm, she rather die than to see her arm was gone 4ever... and she'll be OKU person for a whole life and she could imagine tat she's meet her friend without her right arm (thank God she was left-handed).. for da second time, i was spechless too... together,our eyes full of tears.. But she never cry in front of my parents(My dad also cry after he know my sista got cancer but i never saw him cry in my whole life, my mum told me)..She know wat to do to cheer my mum, she know wat mum been thinking of her.. But she's juz pretend it.. to make mum owez happy to see her not suffer.. But she can't hide it from me, coz i know my sista better..
To my sista.... i really hope u be a strong gurl ever.. i want u get through it and i want u to live in tiz real world tat u not get through with it yet.. i remember she want to futher her studies in Hospitality.. but i guess u'll never get tat.. but i hope u'll get better after tiz and do da thing tat u want to do after tiz eventhough if without your arm.. Me, Mum, Dad and Cinta(our lil baby sista-eventhough she's not talk yet..hehe) will love u 4ever n ever... dun u ever 4get tat.. u are da best sista i ever had..
