At last.....

Akhirnya!

Saat2 yg dtunggu2 telah pun tiba.... we're goin back Labuan this 28th Dec... Oh my god..i'm so damn happy about it... i already planning wat to do next after we reach to home sweet home... Labuan.....here we come!!!!!!!!

My new Handphone...

Well, at last i got a new phone... but it really bored coz tiz phone only 4 da postpaid, its means all da internet n all connection 4 mms, yahoo, fb, n etc in tiz phones cannot use if u are a prepaid user... so sad 4 me... i want to change it.. i cannot mms anymore bcoz of tiz phone...n digi also no setup 4 tiz phone.. but i tell u da advantages using tiz phone.. 1st, it can stored two simcards in 1 time, its mean..u can use both of ur simcards if u got two simcards.. 2nd, got tv n radio..got aerial so u can hear tat radio even without ur headset.. 3rd, got internet, FB, MSN, n Yahoo... tatz a lot of internet program in tat phone... but sad i cannot use it..huhuhu... 4rd, da camera, tiz phone got back n front camera.. so u can use 3G...tats good rite? but not very clear coz its China..hehehe... Well, tats all i wan to tell bout my phone... Good phones but bad services...hehehehe...

Long time no update....

Halu everybody.... lamanya x update my blog ni.. too many stories to tell u all... now i'm at labuan wit my whole family... my sister,nurul pun dapat balik juga sebab doktor bagi balik cuti raya.. tapi, kami balik ke sabah lewat sikit, raya k-4.. apa-apa pun dapat balik sabah kira beruntung juga... we not really celebrating raya, coz my family pun x buat buat baju raya or hias2 rumah.. but everybody was happy to see nurul come back to sabah... but we have to go back to kuching next month (9/11/2009).. god...mcm sekejap ja rasanya... x terasa langsung.. well, me also have to back there to take care of my sister.. i really have to be patient...

Please Pray for Her....

This 6th August will be the date of history in our life... Nurul goin to do her operation.. God..i dunno wat to do..juz hoping she'll be fine.. Doctor said she's only got 2 choice.. 1st, doctor sdaya upaya menyelamatkan tangan dia dengan menggunakan simen dan besi untuk menyambung bahunya yang patah... 2nd, if her blood veins terputus ketika pembedahan tue berjalan..then dorang terpaksa potong tangan dia.. Tat scares us.. tat means 7 days left from now.. I hopes whoever read tiz, plz pray for her owez....

Kecewa...

Alamak...hp tue blum dapat lagi la plak... kecewanya. tapi, never mind..i'm not tat desprate to get tat phonejuz hope it...huhuhuhu...

PSP vs I-phone

Baru-baru ni my sis dapat PSP from my dad... I'm so damn jealous.. But i know how's her situation now.. It really complicated rite now, coz many things she ask from my dad.. I'm afraid tat my dad will be tired to fulfill her wish.. But the PSP also not original but it really satisfied her now... But juz a few days later my dad told me tat he wanted to give his I-phone! Woooo...tat really makes me shock.. I never thought tat my dad will give me tat phone.. Coz actually, before tiz pernah jgak offer diri nak h/phone tue..tp tak dibagi..tiba2 plak tak diminta, tp dibagi.. anyway,thanks to my dad.. hehehehehe... maybe he realize tat he's being unfair to his eldest daughter which is Me...hehehe.. so, if my dad give tat I-phone..then i'll have 3 h/phone then.. wooo...macam orang kaya plak..hehehe... maybe on 25th /26th July i'll get tat I-phone.. hehehe..I'm so happy.. =)

Latest newz!

Time ni nak gi dinner kat rumah datin...hehehehe..
Nurul rasa best sbb dah lama tak keluar dari hospital yang boring..kuikuikui...














Hehehe...so bored in hospital...
So, we like to play computer games and watching movies...













This is where i slept in da hospital...hehehe...
So sad....but its really damn cold!

Cinta...

This is new picture of Cinta, our little sister...
So cute rite? Hehehehe...


















Look,she can stand up oredy! Wit the cushion's help...hehehheheh... She always fall down bcoz not stable yet..

Yummy! She love to eat!

Good things happened...

On the 11th, the day Nurul had her 5th chemotheraphy... i was in charge to take care of her but i have to go back home coz i have sumthing...hehehe..its secret.. For now, she's at chemotheraphy ward but not yet had her chemo..dunno why... They said maybe on 13th..

Well...when we are waiting for daddy to send our KFC's to us, my mum told me that my dad saw my broken spectacle on the desk..and i never thought that my dad would take my spectacle and repair it for me.. i was very shocked to see my new spectacle. I was very happt to see it bcoz i'm tired oredy using contact lens all the time. thanks to my dad, i love u somuch daddy! Muah!

Luckily my laptop is still here for me.. So, i dun get bored.. i can play games all day.. and surfing internet anytime i want...hehehhe... but sumtime it hang, it makes me fed up and angry! Damn laptop! I wish i could but a new one but i dun have money rite now..so have to wait... hehehe..

New pictures of Nurul....

This is the latest pictures of her after 4 times chemotheraphy.... Happy to see Cinta..hehehe...

Same Routine...

Everyday is a same routine here in Kuching...
Well...have to accept it..terasa macam menetap kat Kuching plak..heheheh.. Tp susah nak hidup kat tempat baru ni.. sebab masih tak biasa lagi kot... Tempat paling saya kunjungi pun hospital ja..hari-hari tengok hospital, hospital pun boring tengok muka saya ni...hahahahaha! Berat badan pun takut naik sebab hari-hari rutinnya sama ja : bangun, mandi, makan & tidur ja...kuikuikui! Kat hospital pun mcm tue jgak.. But the differents is to take care of my sister..make her drinks, change her clothes, and everything yang melibatkan kedua belah tangan coz the right hand cannot used...tak boleh berfungsi dengan sempurna memandangkan tulang bahunya dah patah.. Hurmmm...well, tatz all.. i hope i can write more but its really busy here rite now.. Gotta go now..Bubye!

The End....

Thanks god me oredy finish my studies 8 poli kk...

I really hope so...kuikuikui... Well...i'm gonna miss my friends.. especially my BFF...hehehehhe..Dunno when i'm gonna see them again..maybe gonna meet, but maybe for a long term when we oredy have kids..i guess...hahahaha! juz kidding..

After tiz, i dunno wat to do next.. i oredy have plan but it seems have to change it now...since my sista at Kuching,Sarawak now because of bone cancer... As da eldest, i have to take care of her maybe until she's better or maybe i got to go school again... but i really concern about my parents coz have to take care of my sista, not only tat...have to sacrifice their money to her to make sure she's very comfortable 8 there...eventhough they are so busy doin their job especially my dad... thanks to my dad, coz of his responsibility n his hardworking to our family... and to my mum, she's a strong mother i've ever seen my whole life eventhough she's always feel down n flows in tears everytime we talk about my sista... u know wat she said to me?... she said like tiz.. "why the God choose Nurul? Why don't the God let me get tat cancer? I'm da one who deserve it not her... she's too young to get through it..she's juz about to see n learn da real world..." Well, me was spechless when my mum said like tat.. my mouth can't talk but my eyes oredy full of tears...

And my sista.... she's a brave n strong gurl... We have a little conversation when i'm pay a visit to see her... She was very happy to see me to take care of her.. we've talk a lot since we've not seen each other for a long time... the doctor said tat maybe her arm have to cut for her own good and safety.. I ask my sista about tat..she's said she dun want da doctor to cut her arm, she rather die than to see her arm was gone 4ever... and she'll be OKU person for a whole life and she could imagine tat she's meet her friend without her right arm (thank God she was left-handed).. for da second time, i was spechless too... together,our eyes full of tears.. But she never cry in front of my parents(My dad also cry after he know my sista got cancer but i never saw him cry in my whole life, my mum told me)..She know wat to do to cheer my mum, she know wat mum been thinking of her.. But she's juz pretend it.. to make mum owez happy to see her not suffer.. But she can't hide it from me, coz i know my sista better..

To my sista.... i really hope u be a strong gurl ever.. i want u get through it and i want u to live in tiz real world tat u not get through with it yet.. i remember she want to futher her studies in Hospitality.. but i guess u'll never get tat.. but i hope u'll get better after tiz and do da thing tat u want to do after tiz eventhough if without your arm.. Me, Mum, Dad and Cinta(our lil baby sista-eventhough she's not talk yet..hehe) will love u 4ever n ever... dun u ever 4get tat.. u are da best sista i ever had..

At last....

My blog oredy created...

So happy about it..thanks to Bobsen coz telling me how to create it...

I really want it to do something since today is my last exam paper..thanks God i can answer very well during my all examination... i hope i can get through this time.. Hope so...hehehehe...